22 March 2026

Fifteen Minutes from China Gate: Colonial Memory and Cold War Mythmaking

 This motion picture is dedicated to France. More than 300 years ago, French missionaries were sent to Indochina to teach love of God and love of fellow man. Gradually, French influence took shape in the Vietnamese land. Despite many hardships, they advanced their way of living, and the thriving nation became the rice bowl of Asia. Vast riches were developed under French guidance until 1941, when Japanese troops moved in and made the rice bowl red with the blood of the defenders. In 1945, when the Japanese surrender was announced, a Moscow-trained Indo-Chinese revolutionist who called himself Ho Chi Minh began the drive to make his own country another target for Chinese Communists. Headquartered in the North, he called the new party Viet Minh. With the end of the Korean War, France was left alone to hold the hottest front in the world and became the barrier between communism and the rape of Asia. Members of the Foreign Legion imported from North Africa fought valiantly under the French flag, but the ammunition pipeline from Moscow could not be found. Bombs and shells made in Russia were stocked in secret tunnels along the mountain range of the China Gate. This arsenal was winning the war for the Communists.

These are the opening lines of the narrator in China Gate (1957). This is not an ironic suffering from white man syndrome narrator, but an actual dedication of the film. Truth be told, I had no intention of watching western pro imperial cold war propaganda a day before my NBHM interview (and in case I only watched the first 15 minutes, for DD keeps scolding me to go back to studying for the interview, she is out on lunch when I am typing it), I was trying to watch the Bollywood China Gate (1998)but me being me made an mistake and this happened. Not the first time I made such a mistake, it happened before with The Flight of the Emperor. 

Whatever the circumstances, the black and white film has declared the White colonists to be perfectly white in their actions in Viet Nam. It was perhaps not enough, the director Samuel Fuller writes in his book, which WP paraphrases as: 


Before China Gate was to be released, Fuller received a call from Romain Gary, the French Consul-General in Los Angeles, inviting him to lunch. Gary said the film's prologue was too harsh towards France and asked Fuller to change it. Fuller refused, but the two became firm friends with similar interests. The film was never released in France. 

Even this level of praising France for allegedly advancing the locals' "way of living " is seen as too harsh. I don't know how to make it seem better to colonial sympathisers, but they did think it had to be. This is the level of propaganda in the 'first world' just a few decades before, and people will call Dhurandhar 2 as propaganda. 

In the little I watched, one thing is clear, the filmmakers are not racists. In fact, academic consensus seems to be these types of war films actually were pioneers in racial unity by pitting Americans as a whole against 'the enemy' or 'the Reds'. In fact, a paper goes on to say:

One thing that did adhere to Fuller’s career in its entirety was a persistent interest in race and racism in the US. Issues of racism against Asians, Asian-Americans and African Americans are brought to the fore in films like The Steel Helmet, China Gate, The Crimson Kimono, Shock Corridor and White Dog, not to mention his script for The Klansman (1974); against Native Americans in Run of the Arrow; and against Jews in the invocations of the Holocaust in Verboten! and The Big Red One.

Still, I found one of the opening scenes to be a bit problematic.  The narrator notes the lack of food in a southern hamlet isolated by the freedom fighters of the Viet Cong. All animals are being eaten up, save for a puppy named Pierre, hidden by a boy we later learn is a main character. 



A man finds the puppy sticking out from the child's clothes and chases him with a knife with hunger in his eyes. Whether it was an attack on dog meat consumption of the Vietnamese people or just a way to show the extent of hunger that an animal so dear to American sensibilities can be eaten is not clear. But I will have to lean towards the latter now that I have read the academic consensus. It will make sense, as The Making of Global International Relations: Origins and Evolution of IR at its Centenary notes that WW2 was just a victory against so-called scientific racism. Another example, 'his only cross to bear is that of eyes' referring to a part Asian child, is maybe just dated language rather than racism, when the film actually does challenge the discrimination against asian americans, as a review notes about the mother of the child:

Lucky Legs occupies the center of Fuller’s preposterous sex fantasy / melodramatic tangle. She has a son by (who else) Sgt. Brock, the ex-husband who abandoned her the moment he saw his child’s Chinese features. Brock is not bothered that Lucky Legs (this is really buried in context) is a prostitute and party girl — but gets freaked out by the thought of having a bi-racial child.

Clearly at attack on the still persisting double game of American morality. Anyway, writing more would not be fair game at this stage, and I will return and complete the review later after finishing.

28 February 2026

On Nuclear Apartheid, First Reactions on Iran vs US and Co and a conditional Iran Zindabad

 I was in a state between panicking over the Operator Theory exam tommorow and imposter-syndroming cum fleeing over CSIR NET and NBHM results this morning when I came across this tweet:



This no name handle broke to me the news of war which have since spiraled into a full regional conflict with Uncle Sam involved. Modi just came back from Israel when they stokes Iran. Deals would have been made and given the lack of commendations yet, I assume it have been a green light from our side. I know that Saam, daam, dand, bhed all are fair and I do congratulate the Indian government for painting that. Still this makes my blood boil. Wrap and wrap it all you want in layers of protests and civil rights, the main issue is the imposition of the Nuclear Appertheid. The haves have decided Revolutionary Iran is no good and must be denied the benefit for such power. India have espaced from the clutches of this Appertheid but have never supported others in doing so. Realism over idealism is my personal motto too, the government have no business standing for a nuclear Iran, but I as a private citizen can. All this comes in background of this tweet from Oman's monsiter today itself:

Never trust the western governments. In a rare moment UK seems to be keeping it's promise of partial (it will still be on a 99 year lease) decolonozation of Chagos Islands this time. Despite having a bit of complicated relationship with Indian Goverment, Ro Khanna have taken a principled stand.


Where it is purely on technical US Congress vs Presidential Powers debate or more fundemental US have no business here remains to be seen. I haven't seen any Pro Iran stance by any government save for Russia, which have been driven into a Pariah status itself and is ironically doing much worse to Ukraine than is happening in Iran. The next closest seems to be the Indonesian offer of mediation. The grifter and self styled Shah in exile is once again back to his grifting. One may, and I most certainly, have problems with domestic policies of Iran but this is not way to treat of sovereign nation. This is just the regular bullying of Global South. So just for today, Iran Zindabad. One can do nothing, I will just plug in Iran's powerful statment knowing that the worst case that Irani administration is replaced by some western puppet is not really a fantasy at this point. 


25 February 2026

सब सेट है, पर ठीक नहीं — पंद्रहवीं रैंक का इवान्

 हाल में ही CSIR Net का Result निकला। देश भर में रैंक 15 है। ख्याल था कि लेक्चरशिप का कटऑफ होगा, और असल में 15 रैंक है।



न उम्मीद थी, न कुछ और। कैसे हुआ, ये भी पता नहीं। यह तीसरी दफ़ा थी जब इस इम्तिहान का फॉर्म भरा था। पहली बार 2024 में था। उस समय तो पोस्टपोन हो गया था, NTA में चीटिंग वगैरह का कुछ मामला था। उस समय थोड़ी-बहुत तैयारी की थी, लेकिन सेंटर नोएडा में आया था। जब एग्जाम हुआ तो मेरी छुट्टियाँ खत्म हो गई थीं और मैं इधर ओडिशा में था, इसलिए दे नहीं पाया। उसके बाद दिसंबर 2024 में बाय-लॉज़ में कुछ बदलाव किए गए, जिससे हम लोग एलिजिबल ही नहीं रहे, तो फिर नहीं दे पाया। फिर गर्मी 2025 में दिया, कुछ नंबर से लेक्चरशिप रह गई। फिर अब दिया। तैयारी तो नहीं की थी। सिलेबस का तो अभी तक मुझे ज्ञान ही नहीं हुआ है। हफ्ते भर पहले तक CAM में था, फिर आकर एक शादी में गया था। कब ही पढ़ता? और वैसे भी न पढ़ने की इच्छा थी, न इस बार देने की। DD ने करीब-करीब ब्लैकमेल करके ही फॉर्म भरवाया था।  लोग मानते नहीं, सोचते हैं अकड़ रहा हूँ। मुँह पर तो कोई बोल नहीं पाता, लेकिन सोचना लाज़िमी है। अब खैर, ये कि DJ Khalid का Suffering From Success है। मज़ाक अपनी जगह, सच में मैंने कुछ नहीं पढ़ा था। हाँ, 3 दिन, और सिर्फ 3 दिन, DD के साथ पेपर बनाने बैठा था, लेकिन फिर मनमुटाव से, समय मैच न होने से और ऐसे ही कुछ मन की बातों से वह टूट गया। उसका नहीं हुआ। 0.4 से लेक्चरशिप रह गई। किस्मत की ही तो बात है, बहुत हद तक। कभी-कभी लगता है कि Fresh Off the Boat खत्म कर दिया, बहुत अच्छा लगा, अब किताब भी पढ़ूँगा कि मैं एडी हुआंग जैसा हूँ। उसके SAT में ऐसे ही बिना पढ़े 1600 आ गए थे। बचपन से ही वह स्कूल में भी बिना पढ़े कर लेता था। उसका सबसे छोटा भाई इवान् इस बात से चिढ़ जाता है कि उसके लिए कितना आसान है और जीवन कितना अन्यायपूर्ण है। डायलॉग ही देख लेते हैं:

Evan: You're both naturals, and I'm a sucker who has to put in the work.
Eddie: Dude, you're a straight-A student. Who cares?
Evan: I care because I have to earn it. You guys just wake up and it's there.

मेरे जीवन में कोई इवान् नहीं, तो मेरी अंतर्चेतना ही इवान् बन बैठी है। मुझसे पूछती रहती है। पाठक सोचेगा कि क्यों बड़बड़ा रहा है ये, इसका तो सब सेट है। हाँ, शायद सेट है, लेकिन सही नहीं लग रहा। शायद इसी भावना को लेकर पाश्चात्य में “प्रिविलेज” को लेकर इतना खेल होता है। अभी Crazy Ex-Girlfriend (यह भी अच्छा था, पूरा देख लिया, मानसिक स्वास्थ्य का संदेश देने वाला सिटकॉम है) देख रहा था। उसमें भी एक एपिसोड में नाथेनियल प्लिम्प्टन तृतीय को ऐसी चीज़ का एहसास होता है और फिर वह इस बारे में बोलता ही जाता है। क्या मैं भी उसकी तरह हूँ?

लेकिन सब कुछ भी तो नहीं मिला। श्यामा प्रसाद मुखर्जी फ़ेलोशिप लगती है कि मिल सकती है, लेकिन 15 रैंक आकर भी नहीं मिलेगी, क्योंकि जनरल में पहले 14 ही लोगों को बुलाते हैं। चलो, सब तो सही नहीं है। और हाँ, एग्ज़ाम आ रहे हैं। पहले भी लिखा था, जिसमें ऑपरेटर थ्योरी का कुछ अता-पता नहीं था, आज भी स्थिति बदली नहीं है।

 बरहामपुर वाले में चयन हो गया वैसे। GATE में आजकल AI से उत्तर मिला सकते हैं, उसका भी देखकर लग रहा है कि शायद 100 के अंदर रैंक आएगी। और लोगों की मानें तो 25 के अंदर। पहले एक बार निकल गया था, 616 रैंक। लेकिन मुझे एहसास ही नहीं कि यह अच्छा है या खराब। इन सबकी सभ्यता से अलग ही हो गया हूँ मैं। इंजीनियरिंग करनी तो थी नहीं मुझे, लेकिन JEE कल्चर से बहुत हद तक जुड़ा हुआ था मैं। Kota Factory
 भी देखी थी। पहला शो था मेरा, और उस समय सोचा था यही है। 

खैर, ये बात तो पुरानी है। फिलहाल इस हफ्ते के एग्ज़ाम के लिए ही पढ़ना चाहिए मुझे, कम से कम कोशिश तो करें।


21 February 2026

Departmental Picnics, Operator Algebras and why Calrson wins over Calculus at this stage

 Next week will hopefully be the last mid sems of my life, soon after will be the last end sems and in the months following that will be my Comprehensive exams, marking the end of my exam-taking career. This looks so exciting, much life before the class 12 boards, which marked the end of my school career, but exactly like the last time my mind has raced ahead and my motivation to study for these exams is zero. Haven't yet even tried to open the textbooks. I usually spend my time reading for my research or for pleasure these days. Some Wizards of Waverly Place thrown in between, or recommendation (see balckmal) of DD, for good measure.

This is just as the post exam phrase I had previously described. Mind is a poet, and as they say, "जहाँ न पहुँचे रवि, वहाँ पहुँचे कवि. And indeed, the Sun is bound by the laws of time and is scheduled to rise about 200 times to meet the temporal place my mind has occupied as of present, 

I think despite all the warnings from seniors, Algebraic Topology is easier than expected. Currently, we are following Munkres for the Homotopy part, and after middsems another text will be followed for the Homology part. Perhaps it is so because we learnt a lot more than required stuff about fundamental groups in our first topology course. Anyway, one subject being easier is good. As for Operator Theory, while the syllabus for the course looks like this:

Compact operators on Hilbert Spaces. (a) Fredholm Theory (b) Index, C*-algebras - noncommutative states and representations, Gelfand-Neumark representation theorem, Von-Neumann Algebras; Projections, Double Commutant theorem, L∞ functionalCalculus, Toeplitz operators
In reality, due to a combination of department politics and egos of people involved, the course has morphed into some combination of Operator Algebra and von Neumann Algebra and Harmonic Analysis course following the legacy of VS Sundar, being mostly taught from Stratila & Zsido's Lectures on von Neumann Algebras and Javier's Fourier Analysis. This feels like a betrayal. The same politics have led to WCNH attendee list looking like a family picnic of certain academicians. The Douglas clan is evidently not invited. The ugly departmental politics aside, I have been a bad picker of electives anyway. 

On a side note, I had to cancel the prospective Sampablpur trip due to clashing with the exams. Now looking at the Mini workshop: Cantor set & Brownian motion at IISER Berhampur at the end of March. Anyway, ranting over, I do need to look at those vNA notes, but only after a few more hours with Carleson (1962) whose end is now in sight. 


17 February 2026

A couple of days at ICAAA & 53rd OMS

 So last week I went to the  International Conference on "Advances in Analysis and its Applications" & 53rd Annual Conference of OMS held at IMA. It was my second time at IMA (I once mentioned that that conference might have been useful after all, but on further checking the litreaure the links never materialised) , but people have already started to think that I did my BSc at IMA due to familiarity with the routes to and fro from NIESR to IMA as well as the inner workings of IMA.

The conference itself was lacklustre, many applied talks that were very, very relaxed about regounress. and the parallel sessions were ill thought out (they were not grouped by either Age or Topic, what criteria they came up with, or they were able to conjure up a true RNG machine after IISC is beyond me). 

In short didn't actually learn much, for most talks were tangential to what I do. I did get to see my academic grandfather and Shanti Swarup Bhatnagar Awardee Gadadhar Misra. His talk was interesting, on Grothendieck's constant. Last time at IMO de didn't present anything but were just some sort of chief guest or organiser. Neither time did I have the courage to introduce myself, but my seniors here too haven't done that yet. Time will come, surely. Sudarsan Nanda's talk was also intresting and it was also very rich with personal anecdotes with G Das.

G Das is apparently a titan of Odia mathematics and perhaps indirectly responsible for my own PhD. I had the fortune to see him at the last conference at IMA. I didn't really recognise that then, my main takeaway was a joke at the expense of his son's name (Epsilon Das). 'बंदर क्या जाने अदरक का स्वाद'  and all that. Anyway, at OMS, they do seemto respect the elders a lot. 



Moving to the more practical side, the food was better, and we got a bag a odia magzine and a printed version of JOMS. My first printed Journal! 

I do want to attend National Conference on Geometric Function Theory and Special Functions (NCGFTSF 2026), which is more aligned with my research area, but there seems to be some scheduling issue with my mid sem exams. I only hope it works out. 


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